Another Change

i've been putting off cutting his hair short for a really long time, bc as soon as you cut a little baby boy's hair, he becomes a BOY. not a baby.

he also has 6 new teeth.

and the big boy bed.

i'm so heartbroken that he's growing up. while i would never have another baby (well, bc ken is "fixed" and just bc i know we are done), it makes me incredibly sad to be saying goodbye to this part of spencer's life. and mine. i know that great things are going to come. but this seems like it's the beginning of him leaving me. (if there were a smiley to put here that was crying, it would be here.)

it was hard when emma went through this, but then i had spencer. this is it. the last time i will put my own baby into a crib. the last time i will look at my children and really see a BABY.